Single life
So many year such as work, give oneself, put one period of long holidays finally, long to it reaches to be can false with dormancy. In when crowding the bus and going to work in a sweat of every day of others, I can open eyes and look at the ceiling, seen all the time I do not want to see it. 2 months, live pig's general life every day: Have a meal, sleep, accompany little Q. Go to the gymnasium to mix at most. In so many days, are basically all sleeping. Wake up, stand by the window seeing others' life in the nightdress, see the auntie opposite being busy with in the kitchen alive knitting one's brows, see man of downstairs at the light in Japan chicken to feed him. . . Until hungry to get good, look for food downstairs, eat up, continue the residence make boring thing at home, for example the cross is embroidered, for example hold the clipper and chase small Q that everywhere ran, only in order to change a hairdo for it. Even, it has to be then some time, I can see appearance that light Q sleep think an hour. I, just like a snake of aestivation, the half-dead one hides in one's own nest. The life that totally relaxes, make me mediocre and lazy gradually. So lazy that have telephone harass, can sleep to 11 o'clock every morning, so lazy that light Q does not reach. Until that day, hear house ring tones I that primary school that side go have a class know, I had already closed the border for 2 months originally, it was autumn originally.
speech People always say, in autumn, a season reaped. It is me, nothing can be reaped. Originally ripe thing, summer 2 years ago will be uprooped by myself, even that pile of loess is thrown into in others' hands together. The single life of 2, it can't be simpler to get briefly, work, the family, work, the family. . . Go shopping with the fox once in a while. The fox has been keeping the blank all the time too after elephant's card boyfriend. The fox says: She often thinks, in this world, the most sincere, the most pure, the emotion letting people feel sad most is in unrequited love with. I do not know a person of unrequited love that she is pure feeling sad, but I know, she is just waiting for that kind of feeling like me. Fox bitter, lie in nobody chase, and I bitter, lie in putting down. Once I thought, did not get in touch, however, did not look, did not hear, but put down, deleted the telephone number, QQ draws black. . . But careless I understand when appear, in fact, the ones that went all out not to imagine are easy. The love might as well be hated, still jump knowingly. The thing which can not be put down in so long time, unexpectedly in 2 months completely had no shadow unconsciously here. When I reduced drawing black QQ, I knew, I became Buddha setting up.
I go home, I big aunt solicitous that hold several photo of man persuade always each time, openings are all that this have houses that there is a car, will not bear hardships to marry in the past. . . I just smile, then after she left, the supercilious one says to mother, I am married for the car to marry to the house. Mother can only force a smile. Then the implicit one is saying a single one is not.
It is single of course? Eh, it is not good, really not good. Rent take Fu Shuang time, bulb broken to can only change by oneself, small Q can bully into I either very strong-willed saying that let fathers chide the household. However, it is all right so long as one washes one's own fragrant and fragrant underwear, needn't wash others' pants and discredited socks. Oneself want, take what take something, needn't take notice of whether the remaining half like these taste, needn't go shopping and stroll around half and afraid yet whether he has not had a meal. . .
In fact, I am just waiting, I know, I am just waiting, just, when I wanted to begin importantly, perhaps, love, has already gone far from me.
